Chapter 3

Chapter 3

(no one knows anything...)

“My heart couldnt stop beating, I knew from that moment, I have broken my promise because I had fallen in love …... with kyuhyun..”

Sooyoung went back to the apartment. She could hear Yoona's laughter all the way from the entrance.

“oh sooyoungie, you're back. Seohyun said you went out for coffee. HAHAHA” Yuri didnt keep her eyes away from the tv screen.

“okay , this is hilarious! HAHAHA” Yoona was bursting even more laughters.

Sooyoung was not in the mood for laughters right now but she knows that if she keeps on making this sulky face every single day . The other members might find out why eventually . So she went and sit beside them and laugh along even though she doesnt even know what is happening.

…..

“Guys , look at what hyuk oppa taught me!” Hyoyeon was popping and sliding everywhere with a smile on her face..

“wow! That's great! We could use that on our next concept! Hahaha” Yoona clapping her hands.

“yeah hyo-ah , it's nice !” Sooyoung clapped her hands too.

Hyoyeon just smiled and was still in her eunhyuk lalaland mood. The girls know whenever hyoyeon goes and meet eunhyuk , she will be back smiling like a retarded person.

“hey , by the way , did you guys heard what manager oppa said this morning? ” Sunny came out of the room and sat between Yoona and Seohyun.

“no. what did he say? “

“yeah what sunny ?”

“well , We are going to have a special performance during the summer festival!” Sunny shouted.

“what is so special about that?” Sooyoung snorted.

“Listen , I am not finished, We all are going to have a collabration with Super Junior oppas altogether!”

“WHAT?!?!” Sooyoung exclaimed with a worried look on her face. “sorry”

Everyone turned and looked at Sooyoung who is sweating as though she just ran a 5km around the park.

“Sooyoung-ah , this is not the first time we are all on stage with the oppas , you know.” Sunny calming her down.

“erm, by the way sooyoung, this must be the first time I saw you get so nervous over suchs things” Yuri gave a confused look to sooyoung.

“Nonono! Hehs ,What could possibly happened right? ” Sooyoung gave a nervous look.

….....

“alright everyone, now I will picked who is your partners for the dance rehersal today, alright?” Called out the cheographer.

One by one sooyoung could see that Sunny was with Sungmin , Taeyeon was with eeteuk , Hyoyeon with Eunhyuk . Everyone was with their partners except for Sooyoung, Kyuhyun, Yesung . Sooyoung wished that she rather have yesung to partner her than to have kyuhyun because right now at this very moment, she could feel how fast her heartbeat was beating. She cant almost breathe ..

“Please not kyuhyun... please not kyuhyun...” Sooyoung close her eyes together and closed her ears. She does not even want to hear who her partner was at all.

“er Sooyoung , I believe you are my partner ” a voice came over and tapped her shoulder.

Sooyoung looked up and her heart skipped a beat. She couldnt believe what she saw in front of her eyes.

It is was no one other than kyuhyun.

“Kyu....kyuhyun-shii”

“you know , even though there are managers and the rest, you do not need to be so formal to me sooyoung-ah” Kyuhyun smiled at her.

Sooyoung cant even speak. Her mind doesnt even seem to be working well. She was staring straight at him not knowing what to do. But why must it be him ? Sooyoung thought.

“Okay ! Since you all are with your partners exception of yesung . Sorry yesung-ah , apparently you are the only one left out but it's okay. You are partnering with me , ” She called out to yesung.

Yesung let out a sigh but didnt disagree with the arrangement. He was used to this type of arrangement anyway.

The rehearsal made Sooyoung felt so uncomfortable throughout. There was even a dance routine whereby the partners will be dancing solo together. Which makes sooyoung even more nervous.

Things are not going well for sooyoung but what can she do? She have to do it.

Sooyoung and Kyuhyun were the 9th to danced their solo so they had lot of time to learn their steps. Sooyoung wished there werent any steps where kyuhyun were to hold her or something.But to her dismay, there was such a step.

The next thing she knew, kyuhyun had his hands on her hip. Sooyoung froze but didnt say a word . She just follow and continue the dance steps.

“okay guys, let's wrap it up for today , we will continue tomorrow. ”

“thank goodness....” sooyoung let out a sigh.

“yah , Sooyoung , are you alright? You didnt seem like you enjoyed today's rehearsal?” kyuhyun gave sooyoung a worried look.

“nah, i'm fine. Haha . Dont worry about me. ” sooyoung let out a smile.

“well then, see you tomorrow sooyoung-ah ! hehs.” kyuhyun gave a wide smile to sooyoung.

Again , sooyoung stop and froze.

“My heart couldnt stop beating, I knew from that moment, I have broken my promise because I had fallen in love …... with kyuhyun.”

to be continued..

Chapter 2

Chapter 2 (awkwardness)

"kyuhyun-ah...kyu.......ahhh i... I....like..eeeee..ww"

"unni ! Wake up ! Unni!" seohyun grabbed sooyoung by the shoulders and shook her non-stop.

Sooyoung was still half asleep when she was awoken by seohyun but she woke up anyway.

"Hyun-ah, why are you doing ? I am still sleeping , there is no schedule today so let me sleep" rubbing her eyes and yawning at the same time.

"unni, did you by any chance , errrr... Said kyuhyun oppa's name while you were sleeping ? Because i swear i heard his name....and you said you lik....."

"Shhhhhh!!! What did I say ?" Shocked so she covered seohyun's mouth tightly for a few seconds And let it go.

"so . Is it true?... Do unni , you know like kyuhyun oppa or something ?" Seohyun gave sooyoung a mischievous grin.

Sooyoung gave seohyun a slap on the shoulders and shook her head .

"you got to be kidding me . I , choi sooyoung promise that i will never ever fall in love with Cho Kyuhyun !" and then she walked off the room .

….......

Sooyoung went to grabbed some coffee at the nearby coffee place where she usually went to with the Hyoyeon during break. But not today . She is all alone and her mind is full of questions . Funny thing is that all the questions are related to kyuhyun.

“Do I really feel something for kyu? Was it really that my heart was beating for him? But why him ? I have been with close to all SJ oppas for almost 10 years but with him it is only been 3 years , so most likely I coyld have feelings for the other oppas but why him? Do I even like him?… So what is this feeling I am feeling?”

She sat down on a bench just outside the coffeeplace because it was full and took a sip of her coffee .

“sooyoung-ah ! What you doing here all by yourself and never invited me along? ” Hyoyeon smiled .

“oh yeonnie , sorry , I just wanted to calm down my thoughts that's all.” she look down at her hands.

“what's wrong? Something seems to bother you . Tell me about it ..”

“nah, just thinking about some stuffs that is not really important. So what are you doing here anyway?”

“oh..okay then..I was actually on the way to meet hyukkie oppa because he wanted to show me some dance moves he just discovered . Hehe. Oh , I love it when he teaches me . Ah! I got to go! Sorry sooyoung-ah, we'll talk when I get back to the aparment ” she stood up and turn to waved at sooyoung.

Sooyoung waved back but the smile she had on her face didnt last. She still need answers for her feelings. It had been disturbing her since the day she realised that her heart beats fast when she saw kyuhyun.

“i cant tell this to anyone, I just cant.Because I will break my promised that I have made and things will not be the same anymore but , do I really have feelings for him? ”

Sooyoung is really confused , but she knows it must be a secret. She cant tell anyone even the other members.

No one.

To be continued..

p.s i dont know whether i should continue? is it enjoyable to read? hope it does :D hehe

My first kyuyoung Fanfic^^

If Only I had The Chance

Chapter1
(it cant be, can it?)

"I , choi sooyoung will never fall for that idiotic Cho Kyuhyun !!!! " sooyoung screamed in front of the rest of the snsd members.

" to correct that , it should be Kyuhyun oppa , sooyoung-ah! " Yuri protested

"whatever! I rather choke myself than call him that" she stood up and walk towards the door .

She went out the door , ignoring the lost and confused look on the other members faces.

"aigoo, that was close , thank god i knew this was coming and prepared myself." smiling to herself .

"oohhh ... Finally out of any schedule!! Hehe!" a voice coming from the corner.

Sooyoung stopped walking and shocked to find out that is kyuhyun . She hid herself to the nearest bush as fast as possible.

"why is he sitting there ? How am i suppose to walk pass without being seen by him? Aish !" still looking at kyuhyun .

Without herself knowing , sooyoung heart started to beat so fast that she almost cant breathe .

"yah sooyoung-ah why is your heart beating so fast?" she whispered to herself while hitting her chest continously.

The more she stared at kyuhyun , the harder her heart beats but she just doesnt know why she is feeling this way.

"it cant be , can it ? Nonono! This feeling is so wrong ! Nonono! But could it be , this feeling ?" she looked kyuhyun once more .

Kyuhyun stood up and was walking towards sooyoung direction. This makes sooyoung even uncomfortable and fears he sees her .

"aish this kyuhyun ! Out of all direction to walk to ! Ah , i just hid my head down." hiding her head into the bushes deeper and tried to cuddle her body into a small ball but her long legs make it impossible to do so.

"yah ! Sooyoung-ah ! What are you doing there ?"

"aish! I'm so dead !" hitting her head while trying to stand up .

“oh kyuhyun-ah ! Nice to see you here~ I was just playing...... hide and seek.” smiling but never made any eye contact and her heart felt like it was going explode any minute now.

“seriously ? sooyoung-ah? Weird .. alone? whoa.. haha Okay then . I got to go . See you around~” he tapped her shoulders and off he went.

Sooyoung let out a sigh of relief . She touched her chest where her heart is and notice that her heart had beated slower than before . She was confused. What had happened to her before she came face to face to kyuhyun ? Why did her heart beat faster then?

“i think , I think , I have a crush on him.... nah it cant be, maybe it is just because I was scared he saw me. Yup , maybe. Sooyoung you are thinking too much. ” she smiled to herself and went back to the apartment.

“yeah, I am thinking too much … I couldnt have possibly fall for him right?”


to be continued