Chapter 2

Chapter 2 (awkwardness)

"kyuhyun-ah...kyu.......ahhh i... I....like..eeeee..ww"

"unni ! Wake up ! Unni!" seohyun grabbed sooyoung by the shoulders and shook her non-stop.

Sooyoung was still half asleep when she was awoken by seohyun but she woke up anyway.

"Hyun-ah, why are you doing ? I am still sleeping , there is no schedule today so let me sleep" rubbing her eyes and yawning at the same time.

"unni, did you by any chance , errrr... Said kyuhyun oppa's name while you were sleeping ? Because i swear i heard his name....and you said you lik....."

"Shhhhhh!!! What did I say ?" Shocked so she covered seohyun's mouth tightly for a few seconds And let it go.

"so . Is it true?... Do unni , you know like kyuhyun oppa or something ?" Seohyun gave sooyoung a mischievous grin.

Sooyoung gave seohyun a slap on the shoulders and shook her head .

"you got to be kidding me . I , choi sooyoung promise that i will never ever fall in love with Cho Kyuhyun !" and then she walked off the room .

….......

Sooyoung went to grabbed some coffee at the nearby coffee place where she usually went to with the Hyoyeon during break. But not today . She is all alone and her mind is full of questions . Funny thing is that all the questions are related to kyuhyun.

“Do I really feel something for kyu? Was it really that my heart was beating for him? But why him ? I have been with close to all SJ oppas for almost 10 years but with him it is only been 3 years , so most likely I coyld have feelings for the other oppas but why him? Do I even like him?… So what is this feeling I am feeling?”

She sat down on a bench just outside the coffeeplace because it was full and took a sip of her coffee .

“sooyoung-ah ! What you doing here all by yourself and never invited me along? ” Hyoyeon smiled .

“oh yeonnie , sorry , I just wanted to calm down my thoughts that's all.” she look down at her hands.

“what's wrong? Something seems to bother you . Tell me about it ..”

“nah, just thinking about some stuffs that is not really important. So what are you doing here anyway?”

“oh..okay then..I was actually on the way to meet hyukkie oppa because he wanted to show me some dance moves he just discovered . Hehe. Oh , I love it when he teaches me . Ah! I got to go! Sorry sooyoung-ah, we'll talk when I get back to the aparment ” she stood up and turn to waved at sooyoung.

Sooyoung waved back but the smile she had on her face didnt last. She still need answers for her feelings. It had been disturbing her since the day she realised that her heart beats fast when she saw kyuhyun.

“i cant tell this to anyone, I just cant.Because I will break my promised that I have made and things will not be the same anymore but , do I really have feelings for him? ”

Sooyoung is really confused , but she knows it must be a secret. She cant tell anyone even the other members.

No one.

To be continued..

p.s i dont know whether i should continue? is it enjoyable to read? hope it does :D hehe